There’s no motive to do anything, and losing confidence, I want many things getting high marks, lose some weight, get money, improve language, … but nothing I do so I won’t get anything, Great support at life to keep me in track (think of GOD), GOD is with you -It’s related something to the Soul- words are not enough to express that feeling, I just need one day of really happiness, I hope not to get high to get rid of anger

My heart is filled with hatred, I don’t know why, it’s a new feeling to me, I think I was so … my heart turned to a black concrete, I am sorry to the one I became, and if I want to change I need to change the way I think, crying will relax me, and I don’t consider that is weakness